I had hoped that by the time I started my weight loss challenge that I would have made a decision about which charity would benefit from me getting skinny. I emailed a few places to get a few questions answered. Nobody emailed me back. Is it possible that nobody wants my money? Or to encourage me to shed a few pounds? Do they get so many donations that they don't need to solicit, or even accept, my donation?
But I will not, and have not, let one detail derail me. Yesterday I started the required 2 days of gorging. When I am dieting I fantasize about the gorging days. I dream of ice cream and bacon. Maybe together. But on gorging days I just feel sick. Stuffing one more bite in my mouth may actually puke. I had bacon egg and cheese on a bagel for breakfast. I split a pizza with pepperoni with my co-worker for lunch. I ate a bacon cheeseburger, steak fries and a reeces peanut butter milkshake for dinner. I might actually weigh a ton tomorrow morning as I weigh in for my first day of starvation.
I can do this! I am planning on 27 days. Then I will take a break for the holidays. Fingers crossed that I can drop 20 pounds in 27 days. Please.
And maybe I will make a charity decision by then too.
Mean Mama
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