So sad

I logged on to my computer today and looked for my little brown eyed gem I have been dreaming about for 2 nights. She has been removed from the waiting child list. And that makes me sad. I was wrong. She was not meant to be mine.

And then I remember that I should be happy. She has been removed from the waiting child list. She is no longer a child searching for a family. She is a child with a family. In a few short arms she will have her parent(s) in her arms and she will be a happy little girl. She will not be sad. She will be happy. And she will never know that another family wanted her too. She will know that she has found the family she has always wanted.

After all, it is about finding families for the children. Not finding children for the families.

Mean Mama