starvation

I have started the diet. And I am STARVING! Maybe literally.

I know it feels this way the first week. I know. But I don't like it. I want it to end. And I want to be skinny (or just skinnier).

I am loving every little piece of food I put in my mouth. LOOOOVING. Watching me eat right now must be a little pornographic because it takes every ounce of my being to not close my eyes and moan at how good the plain, grilled, lightly salted chicken is. Yes, the same chicken that back in June I swore that if I had to eat another bite I might turn homicidal.

But I have a dilemma. I brought a cucumber as my veggie. It just doesn't taste that good. Very bitter. Under normal circumstances I would stop eating it. But this is not normal. I am STARVING. Do I stop eating? And go hungry. Or do I choke it down and last a few more hours before I complain of being hungry???

Mean Mama